Thursday, July 24, 2014

Milestones and Life

Yesterday hit a new milestone. I am now officially down 30 pounds. I continue to put distance between me and 300 and draw nearer to 215. I wish I could say it was a piece of cake. Um-mm cake. But no it isn't. The lifestyle isn't, the changes aren't. I have a choice though I could go back to living the way that is easiest right now, or I can stay the course and make life easier down the road. Eating what you want when you want, how you want sounds great. But now I examine everything I put in my body. Rarely do I consume something that hasn't had some thought put into it.  Should I eat this? What could I eat instead.  Am I really hungry? Or is there something else going on? Because oh yeah are my emotions and food connected. Happy, celebrate with something good. Sad, comfort with something comforting. You know celebrating with an Ice cold glass of water isn't the same as that Pepsi was. Lettuce isn't near as consoling as greasy cheesy pizza is, or how about cheesy melty macaroni and cheese.  Don’t get me wrong I still enjoy these things from time to time but not in near as much quantity or frequency.  

So what do you do? Well talking is always good. What’s inside sometimes just needs to come out.  Share your joy. Share your sadness. The last week has had a lot of sadness in it. For those of you who don’t know or don’t remember I am a drug and alcohol counselor. In the past week I have seen two drug related deaths, two persons relapse and jeopardize what they are working so hard for.  I have seen death in life around me. It can kind of bring a guy down. Interestingly enough I have discovered that running, well walk /jogging, makes me feel better.

What Are the Psychological Benefits of Exercise With Depression?
Improved self-esteem is a key psychological benefit of regular physical activity. When you exercise, your body releases chemicals called endorphins. These endorphins interact with the receptors in your brain that reduce your perception of pain.
Endorphins also trigger a positive feeling in the body, similar to that of morphine. For example, the feeling that follows a run or workout is often described as "euphoric." That feeling, known as a "runner's high," can be accompanied by a positive and energizing outlook on life.
Endorphins act as analgesics, which means they diminish the perception of pain. They also act as sedatives. They are manufactured in your brain, spinal cord, and many other parts of your body and are released in response to brain chemicals called neurotransmitters. The neuron receptors endorphins bind to are the same ones that bind some pain medicines. However, unlike with morphine, the activation of these receptors by the body's endorphins does not lead to addiction or dependence.
Regular exercise has been proven to:
  • Reduce stress
  • Ward off anxiety and feelings of depression
  • Boost self-esteem
  • Improve sleep

All of that stuff is true. I have triple checked the facts.

Also in a conversation with Trainer Jeremy Gruver, Gruver Outdoor Fitness Bootcamp,  I learned that for every pound of weight I have taken off I have also taken off 4 pounds of pressure from my knees and various other joints as well. So in case your math stinks, all together that is 30 pounds of weight and 120 pounds of pressure.  Wow, what a difference a pound can make.  

Community helps.

By community helps I mean you need to have people on your side to make the kinds of changes I’m talking about. Rarely if ever does a person do it on their own.  Bootcamp has provided this for me. When I just want to stop and take a break because its hard out of nowhere, sometimes from somebody whose name I can’t remember I hear. “Come on Cory, you got this!”, and I can power through a little more. People in my life have seen that this is not something I talk about anymore this is something I live and they have gotten on board with me, even if they aren't ready to make their own changes.  I could never do this alone, so I don’t. I write this blog to help me, but hey if you can get something from it AWESOME!

On one last note.  I hit that official 30 pounds by decreasing my calorie intake.  I now have to be a little more careful in quantity and not just what I eat.  To my surprise it’s not too bad.  I now eat between 2200 and 2300 calories a day, and it seems to be working.  Oh and you know what else  I also eat these things called Green Smoothies.  Spinach based but I like them, it all gets blended with banana, strawberries, and I use a scoop of whey protein powder to start my morning. (Most mornings)

I am on week 2 C25K and it is going okay. It challenges me but it is okay.

Next time you hear from me I’ll be a skinnier healthier me.  


Thanks for stopping bye!

Saturday, July 12, 2014

Take Action!

TAKE ACTION! Today I will start c25k and September 6 I will complete my first 5k! No more excuses no more fear! I am tired of being afraid. If I can sit on the couch for an hour I can train for 30 minutes. I made this decision two days ago but it has taken me this long to actually say anything because I was afraid to commit to it. I thought about doing it quietly that way I always had an out no one would ever know that I quit. No more living like that! I have exactly 8 weeks. But all that was said for this purpose, please help me be accountable.


Above is the Facebook post I shared with my boot camp family today. You see I need them to know what I'm doing because as I said if I did not tell them I always have an out.


Why would I need an out? Well in my life anxiety and depression can creep in sometimes and that equates to fear and when that happens I tend to give up, give in, or all out quit.  I'm tired of living like this I have missed countless opportunities because of this and no more.


How did all of this come about? Well in June of this year Gruver Fitness participated in the Double Creek 5K and I did not. Why, because I was afraid, afraid I couldn't do it. I was afraid to try I didn't even start the c25K program, then I fell farther and farther behind my comrades and I just gave up on the idea. Are you doing Double Creek I was asked countless times. No, and I made numerous excuses. Well I'm tired of the excuses.


But I digress, this new personal goal is all about taking action. It is a call to action from Boot camp fearless leader Jeremy Gruver. With his permission I will share this call with the rest of you who are not Boot campers in the near future.


I was scared of this call because it spoke directly to me. The changes that are coming in my life will change the way I live for the rest of my life. But like I tell my clients tomorrow is not guaranteed so one day at a time. But I'm going to live today like I'm going to see tomorrow.


Tonight I started C25K a program geared taking the couch potato and training them to take on a 5K race or 3.1 miles.(Just in case you don't remember your metric conversions). I have thought about starting C25K numerous times. Even told people I was going to start, but alas I never did. NO MORE, TAKE ACTION! So I did just that tonight. Even got the wife to do it too.


Maybe some of you out there are waiting for the right time to take action. Well my friends now is that time.  What is it you have been putting off until tomorrow? Out of fear, out of doubt, whatever the reason.  CARPE DIEM! TAKE ACTION. (carpe diem is Latin for seize the day) Stop living in pursuit of the future, live in pursuit of today! (I think that's original.)


Stay tuned as I continue to chronicle my journey to better health, better life, and a 5K. Think I'm crazy, some of my fellow boot campers have started training for a 1/2 marathon (13.1 miles). Best of luck to them. I believe in you all.




So I will prove this fat man can run. When I do, maybe I'll start a new blog, "Not so fat man, still running!"